1. |
Nothing There
04:18
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Fighting against the violence
Blowing my wind through winter
summer is all i remember
in meaningless silence
I´ll never allow this pain again
following stories I never told
crying for love and looking for an alibi
in time to get to feel
Sometimis I don´t remember me
you steeal the light from me every time
i fail
You know I wont behave myself
destortion scene will never end
thin night is covering my shame
but there´s nothing there
seems like I wont be here another day
I´m still running thgough these endless fields
in time to get to breath
Reminded hidden treasures
beyond the surface of an empty soul
beloved memories are still following
this illusion to feel toghether
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2. |
Distant Memories
03:30
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Close to damage these intentions
close to healing distant courage
left to yelling incomplete
for all the silence inside leading
I can´t hold on to my memories
despite I´m fading out
I cant´t hold on to my last belief
the beauty´s scent is gone
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3. |
Before The Storm
01:02
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Erase this dream of my hate
standing still
tears of mine fall instantly
Heal me, feel me
all my faith is gone
trying to decompress this soul
at the end
tears of mine fall instantly
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4. |
Hysterical
03:41
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Staying so proud
spinning around
but can´t stop to hide away
can´t bare this fate
all my life I´ve betrayed my sorrows
and I can´t stop trying to know my own soul
Never trust what I mean
you don´t see what is underneath
Never care what i felt
you dont hear what is in yourself
yelling loud hysterical
you dont see what is in between is
your sympathy
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5. |
Never Asleep
03:43
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The last time I forced myself top reach my fate
I´m coming nearer to this idea of trust
I find my way to come back home again
I´m never awake
I´m trembling
With all the sadness of my rainny days
just coming closer
beneath my whispers is the hope
to scape again
I try to find my way
I´m suffocating again
I´m drowning
I´m trying to find the reasons
to believe in what I´ve been
feel the needs in my heart
that never fall apart
I´m living just here in my fantasies
I´m never asleep
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6. |
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When the silence is close to me
secret paths are entwined near
aware of false enemies
ruthless dreams are starting here
Knowing it´s not from this side
I feel it deep and on me
I don´t get
How do you dare drink it all of me
How would I know when it´s right
to be relaxed beside you?
On this way I´m one step ahead of you
when my reasons loose reality
end my hopeless fantasies
Have you thought there is no time for looking back?
You don´t know me
Have you thought there is no mystery?
There´s no turning back
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7. |
Leaving Myself
03:59
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I´m still running
I´m still crying
below the ceiling of my room
I´ve tryed to read your writtings
upon my feelings
I just cant forget your sin
I regret to remember
I pretend to leave myself
when the others are empty
feel me now
Like sharp edges lies the silence
under the cover of my bed
the name of us is still stearing
at my serenity
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8. |
Though the Wind
05:46
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I´ve never found something to blame
I´m trying to reach my calmness
I remember anyway
in this lovely night I deeply feel
Hear the sweet embracing whisper in the night
that you should know
and forget the tears you hope
Comfort my soul
before i realize
thousand thought within my force
into this whole remembrance
Speed through the wind
trying to reach the stories that I missed
inside de cage of my mistakes
frozen, my whisper
crying loud over the fallen trees
I crumble, cry, I´m waiting for the night
Haven´t found something to blame
al least i dont believe in
all the distant memories
that corrupt alla the thoughts inside me
feel the sweet arousing desire to find
the dream delight
and leave the resignation away
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9. |
Coming Around
05:00
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Tied with these emotional chains andso forgetable
all seem so far
now that air is gone and took everything of me
suddenly has turned everithing so deep
strange, aside
I´m not able to see
the missed reflection of me
Tied with these emotional chains andso forgetable
sadness speak so high
now that air is gone and took everything of me
suddenly has turned everithing so deep
now that air is gone and took everything I had
suddenly has turned everithing so dark
Coming around
with desperation in this false harmony
Coming inside
these disturbing places when I´m the master
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10. |
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Hiding behind these walls of ice
and longing for the light
the spring arrives at last
and brings the shiny glow divine
I´m strong enough to kiss
this past goodbye
I dont remember my own name
I wanna hear this story the same way
enough to find
enough of fighting
I dont remember my own name
Find the way to become another hero in this dance
but I´m hidding behind you
Find the way to recieve what is mine tonight
something to remember me by
between the cracks of my sorrows
I realize
I´m falling into my own regrets
Undestanding theses failures I´m able to see
these mercyfull tears inside of me
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11. |
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I´ve never found something to blame
I´m trying to reach my calmness
I remember anyway
in this lovely night I deeply feel
Hear the sweet embracing whisper in the night
that you should know
and forget the tears you hope
Comfort my soul
before i realize
thousand thought within my force
into this whole remembrance
Speed through the wind
trying to reach the stories that I missed
inside de cage of my mistakes
frozen, my whisper
crying loud over the fallen trees
I crumble, cry, I´m waiting for the night
Haven´t found something to blame
al least i dont believe in
all the distant memories
that corrupt alla the thoughts inside me
feel the sweet arousing desire to find
the dream delight
and leave the resignation away
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